The first and second photo are from the same year . I had just had my second baby I had postpartum depression and I doubt beauty YouTube ! I was never a makeup girl. But I fell in love with the ritual of makeup and the before and after . The confidence it gave me . This wasn’t my planned post tonight . But FB memories popped up and I was like damn I have learned a lot! #glowupjourney #glowupover40 #glowupcheck